Heart Sutra (In the guest bedroom at dawn, after the pandemic)
2023; University of Illinois Press; Volume: 56; Issue: 2 Linguagem: Inglês
10.5406/15549399.56.2.11
ISSN1554-9631
Autores Resumo1Today we scorn Russians,But we were invaders, too.Our lifestyle at stake in Iraq.Searching but not finding.Blood and bones and dirt.Infection and tears.Fighting to prove . . . what?Truth? America? God on our side?Twenty years ago, I heard the monstrous jetsHauling tools of war to the battlefield.Tanks, helicopters, candy bars, beer.The sound shook the glass in our windows.Lexington. Home of minutemen, Hanscom Base, and patriot missiles.Good schools for my three kids.Again this morning, the rumble as heavyAs twenty years before.Now to Ukraine.Basso profundo.Doing the bidding of hollow men.The blood lust of Khan mixed with goat's milk.“Hurry out of town, Monster Planes,Before someone sees you!” lying next to me— my young dog yelps in his sleep front paws quivering2I look to the far wall.An amber bottle catches the weak light of dawn. who put that perfume on the shelf in the middle? the glimmering vileI'm not a child!Once fascinated with color, I held your beauty before my eyes.Now, I'm a gray beard with aching joints.So why does that bottle still tempt me?I've seen the edge of the world.I've done enough searching!The only place I really wanted was home.Here not Heaven.Locale not location.Nothingness not nihil.Love not desire. to be a great man you have to be willing to kill— it's just that simpleNot enough light! Too much light!Lack and abundance share a color.Get dressed in the dark, and you will never knowIf your socks are black or brown.Look to God as Truth (with a capital T),And you will go blind.色不異空、空不異色。色即是空、空即是色。1Form is no different from emptiness,Emptiness is no different from form.Form equals emptiness.Emptiness equals form.3After the pandemic comes spring,When the buds on cherry trees swell.What did I learn from sickness and disease,From two years of masks, zooming, and vaccinations?What did I learn from the deathOf my favorite brother? on the night after we pulled the plug on Dwight— my puppy was bornI know now. Know now I. Now I know. Know I now. I now know. Now know I.Life is no different from death.Death is no different from life.Life equals death.Death equals life.Co-coo, coo, coo, coo.Co-coo, coo, coo, coo.The pandemic struck me in the gut.Overcoming nothing.Understanding nothing.Dizzy.Clumsy.Spinning.Striving for wuji.2My footnotes to NagarjunaRather than to Plato.Once again, we have a failureTo communicate.Ah, to be my bird dog, chasing pheasants in my sleep!Better yet, to be the woodcock in his colorless dreams!Then maybe I could be present,Knowing the now I once knew.4Here I am, send me.Such a bastard.Shikata ga nai.3Blame us for living in the briars,Caught up in sex, color, and form (色),Our days acquiring, our nights scheming.Form is nothingness.Thing and spiritOne and the same.Is this the agony of Gethsemane—The present unopened?Pushing through sorrow,Rebelling,Mourning,Choosing an opening.Falling back to the burning house.Condescending toward anEternal waste of melted nails, masks, and bombs.Is this the true beginning?Or the false end?If now is the end, it comes too early.If the beginning, it comes too late.5Surely, someday, someoneWill drop a nuclear bomb on Lexington,My perfect American town.Bowman, Harrington, Clarke, Diamond—all good schools!Maybe next week.Every frozen pizza cooked to perfection.Every million-dollar houseSpread like crunchy peanut butterOver the scorched earth.Each green tree and blush of a child's cheekReduced to ash. then comes the dawn when our sinful world ends— brilliance without hopeAnd in the dove's unblinking eyes,A demand for more justice! More punishment!Lucifer, Prince of Light,Take your glorious momentAnd go straight to hell.Who are you fooling? Charles Shirō Inouye Lexington, Massachusetts March 21, 2022
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